27 June

Breakfast:

24 oz coffee

8 oz Bolthouse Berry Boost

I actually took my viatmins today: TJs Women's Formula, biotin, Calcium, B complex

Banana (organic)

Lunch:

Spinach salad with chicken, feta, olives, tomato, banana pepper, lemon juice as dressing

CLC

Snack:

Envirokids bar

CLC

Banana

Dinner:

5 oz salmon

1/2 avocado

celery

tomatoes

So I might be allergic to something in the Bolthouse C-Boost juice, or I got a bad batch this time. Every time I had it, I threw up violently. I kept drinking it because the first time I was super hungover. I don't know, it tastes really good, I might give it another try. I'm a sucker for punishment anyway. Working so much is really running me down, and I'm not sure about some of the new staff that has been hired at my pub job. Desk job is the same everyday, and I wish I could work out more. I constantly fidget to try and lose weight. Mistakenly got on the scale last night, and it basically ruined my life. I feel so much thinner, but the number didn't reflect that at all. 

26 June

Slacking on updates.

Breakfast:
24 oz coffee
8 oz Bolthouse Berry Boost

Lunch:
Iced Coffee from Sbux, Venti
Sbux Tarragon Chicken Salad sandwich.

Snack:
2 CLCs
3/4 c Gorilla Munch Cereal

Dinner:
2 pc salmon nigiri
8 pc California tuna roll

Late night:
1/4 cup rigatoni with pesto
1 mini bagel with sauce and cheese
2 glasses Cab


Starbucks didn't have the protein box yesterday, so I was forced to get a sandwich. Also, as one of my tumblr followers pointed out, I shouldn't be eating entirely gluten free since I haven't been tested yet. I need to continue having antibodies. So I still am eating mostly gluten free,  but am eating gluten sometimes.

20 June

Breakfast:
12 oz Bolthouse smoothie
24 oz coffee

Snack:
CLC
EnviroKids bar 120 kcal

Lunch:
2 sushi rolls, 1 seaweed wrapped/ 1 spicy salmon roll
CLC

Snack:
1 cup spinach with lemon juice
24 oz lemon water

19 June

This body. 

Breakfast:
Banana
24 oz. coffee
1 c. Hemp Milk
3 pieces Salami
12 oz Bolthouse Strawberry Banana Smoothie

Lunch:
4 sm balls of fresh mozz
4 grape tomatoes
3 pieces salami

Snack:
EnviroKids bar

Dinner:
2 Coconut LaCroix
Diet Coke
6 pcs Sunset Roll: Crab, Cucumber, Avocado, Salmon
2 pcs salmon nigiri
1/2 order seaweed salad

Nightcap:
Vodka soda

Gluten Free Madness: Check In

Gluten free is EXPENSIVE. 

I spent about $80 yesterday for a week's worth or groceries. I have to take time to make my risotto tomorrow so I can take that in for lunch. I need to learn how to stretch my groceries instead of getting really excited and eating a plate of one of everything.

Really missing Luna bars and Boca spicy chkn patties. This EnviroKids bar is no substitute, and I love spicy chkn. I feel better sleep-wise even though I slept in until I was almost late this morning just because I was straight-up snuggly in my bed.

Here are some of the changes I am making:

• EnviroKids instead of Luna for breakfast. EnviroKids does not have a coconut flavor which is obviously a conspiracy against me. 
• 10 oz of Bolthouse smoothie for breakfast in addition to my usual 24 oz of coffee. I would buy a juicer right now but I don't even want to think about bringing more stuff into my possession, since I'm trying to get rid of everything for moving. 
• Quasi Atkins diet action going on. I am going to have to force myself to eat carbs. Really the only carbs I've had in the past month have been saffron rice from Poccadio and tortilla chips like once. 
• Hemp Milk instead of soy milk. It's not as sweet. Trying to stay away from soy. 

I really hope I can modify this diet into helping me lose weight as well as making me feel better. 

Fuck it, man.

I'm getting out of here.

I have great hair.

Everyone can fuck off.

My new wine glasses are so big they echo.