I'm happy being happy

Colorgenics only works when you're depressed. I just did it, and it was ABSOLUTELY WRONG!

Its nice to be able to find happiness in a situation rather than being a scathing depressed lunatic like I used to be. I don't even read horoscopes anymore, because I know I'm going to be happy tomorrow, and the next day, et al. What's super exciting is Easter. I can't wait. Am I on a caffeine high? You bet.

Laugh: You see the salt on this pretzel? Look at the stars. Some people, they say the stars are billions and billions of tons of hot gas. But I think maybe, maybe it's just God's salt. And God's just waiting to eat us.

Badabing.

My best friend's ex girlfriend is harassing me. Either she's lying, or he's lying. Not quite sure. If he's lying I'll have to find a new roommate for next year, which is quickly approaching. I'm out of this house June 30th.

In other news, listen to this guy:
http://www.myspace.com/superfunyeahyeahrocketship

Because songs about cute couples are all I can listen to lately.

Recap

^Rollin' with the homies ^

I just got back from Brownsburg this morning. I think I made an amazing life decision by staying another night. I really can't describe how silly everything has been lately (in a good way). Mark and I have fun doing everything. We had fun at the grocery store the two times we went yesterday, fun at Half Price Books, fun sitting outside of his work while he was closing. I've never had this much fun with someone. We both came to the conclusion during one of our stay up until 6 AM normal talk nights that we really, really can't see how either of us could get mad at each other. Its like nothing I've ever experienced. I'm really grateful to everyone I've ever dated because it has led to this extreme happiness. We made dinner for his parents last night (a Giada DiLaurentiis dish called 'Roman chicken') and watched the Royal Tenenbaums while being absolutely ridiculous. Everything culminates into a feeling of the 4th of July and Christmas all rolled into one. I can't get enough!

Its even amazing that I don't check anyone out. Even Harrison Ford is paling in comparison. Every other relationship I've ever had I've felt like I was missing out on something. Not this time. I can't imagine meeting anyone more perfect who compliments me more. I'm sitting next to all 6 volumes of 'Kickass' and Batman comics by Alan Moore. Its wonderful that Mark wants to share his passion and nerdness for comics. I'd never read a comic before in my life, but they're pretty awesome. I'm almost done with the Sandman series, and trucking through Y: The LAst Man.

This blog makes no sense and does no justice to any feelings I'm having.

I'm retarded for you.

I've never been in love like this before.


Stayed up until 5 am talking. Amazing doesn't come close to describing how I feel.

Good Ol Fashioned

Blood Sisters

^ Most Epic picture I don't remember taking. ^

Lovable cousins.

Somebody Told Me

Not that I've been self-depreciating in a while, but I just realised that I would rather eat spicy wings and Indian food than cut myself or drink myself into a stupor.

Really not looking forward to tomorrow. Playing a show with Green Room Rockers, and I hope someone would have the tact not to start shit.

Grateful.

I'm pretty sure the thing that I'm most grateful for in the entire world is being friends with Aubrey.

Pleased as fuck.

www.nataliedee.com

Natalie Dee...always illustrating my life.

This is just a tribute.

I had a really long conversation with Katy about all the people we've ever dated and what they taught us. Even if these relationships didn't work out, they gave us some really great things. It took me a very long time to compile this list, I put a lot of thought in it.

T- First love really erases all bad memories. Its really funny to look back on how young we were. This relationship obviously felt real at the time, but I can't help but laugh when I think about how gay we were.
C- Gave me lots of new music, wrote a few songs about me. Sucks that he gave up on our friendship. Still can't listen to Blink 182 without remembering 7 summers of fun.
R-Gained intense love of old country and bluegrass music. First whiskey drinks. Learned that cooking for boys is a great way to make them feel really good. Learned you don't have to have money to have a good date..see going to the park and having a picnic.
E- Did you ever date someone who would fuck anything that walked? Once a cheater, always a cheater. Beware of guys who make too many excuses and have too many 'friends that are girls.' We had some good times when I didn't know what was going on, but this was probably my biggest learning experience in trust. I built lots of walls after this relationship and probably will never talk to him again. I don't have tattoos, so I was never 'good' enough for him anyway. At least I got to be friends with Aubrey out of his deceiving ways.
Be- Sometimes it takes a really hot guy to boost your confidence..even if its a really, really dumb decision to date a mimbo.
Br- Knowledge of downtown Indianapolis.
A- Appreciation for hippie foods and hippie music. Learned how to clear weights pretty well. Learned working out can be fun.

FYBIRTHDAY PRESENT

I'm chilling with my Darth Vader alarm clock. Everything is going so amazing. Tony got to meet Mark yesterday and said that he really liked him and "I can't believe you actually got a rad dude to want to be disgusting with you." If I can be too happy, I'm quickly approaching it.

Happy Birthday, KP.

Hands down, best birthday ever.