15 August

Breakfast:
24 oz coffee
1 nectarine 63 kcal


Lunch:
Chipotle Burrito Bowl with Chicken, fajitas veggies, cheese, rice 530 kcal
Rockstar Sugar Free 20 kcal

Pre dinner total: 613 kcal

Dinner:
4 oz salmon, grilled: 232 kcal
Romaine salad with 2T lite italian, 60 kcal
1 hard boiled egg, no yolk 17 kcal
2 cubes colby jack cheese 134 kcal
Diet Coke

Total: 1056 kcal

14 August

Breakfast:
24 oz coffee
1 nectarine 63kcal

Lunch:
Trader Joe's Palak Paneer 500kcal
(Ok, I didn't realize this meal was so much. Honestly why make a frozen meal if HALF is a serving?)

Dinner:
Footlong Veggie Delight from Subway, wheat bread, pepperjack cheese: 560 kcal.
(I meant to save half of this sandwich for my lunch tomorrow. It didn't happen. I have no self-control. I also make this sandwich too delicious. I swear the only condiment you ever need is vinegar.)

Club soda, rum & mint: 70kcal

Total: 1193 kcal

13 August

Breakfast:

48 oz. coffee

1 med apple 65kcal

1 nectarine 63 kcal

Lunch:

Sbux Protein Bistro Box 340 kcal

Sbux skinny vanilla latte iced venti 110kcal

Pre-dinner- 578kcal

Snack:

1/2 avocado 80 kcal

Dinner:

4oz shawarma 280 kcal

1/3 cup saffron rice 80kcal

2 cubes feta 90kcal 

1108 kcal total. 

10 Aug

I don't think anyone realizes how much being in Indy is depressing to me. I'm having issues getting out of bed or finding any motivation to do anything but drink and forget that I'm here. So few things have made me happy lately that I've shut a lot of people out. I have a short fuse, and I get upset at the smallest things. I don't even feel like it's worth it to mend friendships that once were more important because all I've learned from my time here is that no matter if you are a loser who had a kid at 18, or you go out and spend all your money on booze every night, having really shitty tattoos, riding a bike with no brakes, and going to the "hip" bars means you're ok and everyone should like you. This place is a brain drain black hole.

Fuck that. Fuck this town.

27 June

Breakfast:

24 oz coffee

8 oz Bolthouse Berry Boost

I actually took my viatmins today: TJs Women's Formula, biotin, Calcium, B complex

Banana (organic)

Lunch:

Spinach salad with chicken, feta, olives, tomato, banana pepper, lemon juice as dressing

CLC

Snack:

Envirokids bar

CLC

Banana

Dinner:

5 oz salmon

1/2 avocado

celery

tomatoes

So I might be allergic to something in the Bolthouse C-Boost juice, or I got a bad batch this time. Every time I had it, I threw up violently. I kept drinking it because the first time I was super hungover. I don't know, it tastes really good, I might give it another try. I'm a sucker for punishment anyway. Working so much is really running me down, and I'm not sure about some of the new staff that has been hired at my pub job. Desk job is the same everyday, and I wish I could work out more. I constantly fidget to try and lose weight. Mistakenly got on the scale last night, and it basically ruined my life. I feel so much thinner, but the number didn't reflect that at all. 

26 June

Slacking on updates.

Breakfast:
24 oz coffee
8 oz Bolthouse Berry Boost

Lunch:
Iced Coffee from Sbux, Venti
Sbux Tarragon Chicken Salad sandwich.

Snack:
2 CLCs
3/4 c Gorilla Munch Cereal

Dinner:
2 pc salmon nigiri
8 pc California tuna roll

Late night:
1/4 cup rigatoni with pesto
1 mini bagel with sauce and cheese
2 glasses Cab


Starbucks didn't have the protein box yesterday, so I was forced to get a sandwich. Also, as one of my tumblr followers pointed out, I shouldn't be eating entirely gluten free since I haven't been tested yet. I need to continue having antibodies. So I still am eating mostly gluten free,  but am eating gluten sometimes.

20 June

Breakfast:
12 oz Bolthouse smoothie
24 oz coffee

Snack:
CLC
EnviroKids bar 120 kcal

Lunch:
2 sushi rolls, 1 seaweed wrapped/ 1 spicy salmon roll
CLC

Snack:
1 cup spinach with lemon juice
24 oz lemon water