I'm useless, but not for long

6 February

I lost eleven pounds. I feel a lot better about myself. Still going to keep working on my goal. Now I just need to get my seasonal affective disorder in check. And stop drinking Haterade...my God, the Haterade.

I ain't no Mr. Cool

I played some Missy at Chum's tonight. You may ask me, why were you out on a Monday? Well I will tell you. 'Why Bother?' by Weezer has been my anthem for pretty much the whole day. I've been stressing, and luckily had some great friend support to fall back down on. So thanks Cho, DeeDee, Nicholle, and Nicky.

I've gotten most of my stuff all packed up, I just need to take it over to the new house. I wish I was moving somewhere exciting besides moving into another year of school in West Laf. Its all going to be worth it though. I am currently sipping on a homemade skinny bitch aka a vodka and diet.

Speaking of skinny bitches, I'm on the fast track to losing weight and working on my fitness. I dyed my hair almost black today, because I need a change. I need changes from so many things. I have an interview on Wednesday, and I really hope that I get this job. I need one so badly.

I have a growing collection of thinspiration, such as Olga up there.

I promise, I will come out the victor.