Will you still love me tomorrow?

Well.

Another one of my best friends is moving, and I can't help but feel stuck. I've been fighting with my mom a lot, and I am sick of feeling unfulfilled by not having a career.

I need to get this off my chest.

I extremely dislike the Suicide Girls. The whole idea is disgusting. It's extremely trashy, and it's another way for GIRLS to pretend they are something they are not to gain ATTENTION.

No matter what you tell yourself at night, you're still taking your clothes off for a living and working at the mall. No one respects you, and if they do, it's probably a horny boy with no life.

You aren't special. You are a rotting piece of organic matter and not unique, not matter how many flash tattoos you pick off the wall so boys will think you are interesting and fuck you since you bring nothing else to the table.



Uncool is the way to be.

JOJ

I will never make it better, it will always hurt, you fucking asshole.

Happy Friday!

Hey.

It's been a while. Things are great. I want to start a half sleeve.  I can't stop listening to Gaslight Anthem and The Bright Eyes.

8 March

I'm feeling a huge disconnect with many people I know. I thought I always lived in my mind, but I think that was art school taking over. I can't understand how people live in their minds anymore, and being a walking studio installation is not cool. I guess I'm bitter. I guess this depression thing is hitting me harder than I wanted to let it. I find myself finding solace in more down to Earth people.

 I no longer know who I am and I feel like the ghost of a total stranger. 

Cat watch:2011

Luckily for me, the assholes who stole my cat still put pictures of him up on Facebook. He grew up to be so handsome. I miss this little beeb. He was my first pet with hair. I loved him so much.

Bagheera, he'll be 2 this year!


Luckily though, Mulder is a perfect fit for our family, and he never ceases to amaze.

Mulder, sleeping.