Don't Think Twice, It's Alright

One of my friends explained this 'unique girls that are not unique' conundrum that I've been dealing with to me last night. He said guys like girls with shitty tattoos and giant ears because they are easy. Period. He said no one really wants to take one of those girls home to their mother. And knowing that heavily tattooed people are all a little batty (his words) that he wouldn't want someone like that in an LTR anymore like he thought he did.

This makes me feel so much better about this. It's not that my self-esteem has been decimated, but man, sometimes when something is so illogical, it will drive you to drink. Basically when people tell you over and over that they are intimidated by you and that's why you don't deserve to be talked to, or given another chance, but that some little boring "unique" tart is totally awesome.

I used to think school wasn't awesome, and that learning was a hitch in my giddyup, (sorry, been in Central Indiana far too long), but guess what? I was fucking boring during that time. It wasn't until I honed a voracious appetite for learning that I started to feel great about myself, this was in 2009, when I started my blogs, when everything changed, when I became deeply confident in myself. I don't like being jarred from that stance, and it makes me really sad when people blame me about it.  

Geeking Out.

I something similar to this on the back of my car (minus the photo). I swear if one more person in Indiana says I’m racist about this sticker, I might freak out. I’M JUST A NERD!

Long weekend. Aubrey came to visit. So nice to have her back. Also Kat came to visit. This was a pretty awesome weekend. I couldn't stop squeaking from happiness because I was so excited.



Sorry I've been neglecting Blogger, I'm at tumblr (kimmi-page.tumblr.com) so much more often.

I am SO listening to Fenix TX and not thinking about you. I'm just enjoying my life, and not being a total sleaze. :)